Monday, August 18, 2008

Re-re-re-re-re-re-WTF

Oh, for heaven's sake.

Donor Last Week has yet to return the clinic's call about cycling in October (which would actually turn out to be November based on her last cylce). We have thus moved on to another super donor (28 eggs last cycle, 10 frosties and a BFP). She would be available early in October and the coordinator is expecting to hear from her today or tomorrow, as opposed to Donor Last Week whom she warned me up front would take a few days to respond.

I'm getting frustrated. And remain sad. I was expecting to be on bedrest right now, not back at home trying to find another donor.

I'm really ready for this to be over. And to finally have my children here on earth, healthily with me.

4 comments:

DCat said...

Remember- and it's hard- that everything happens the way it should. Things today seem like they are moving in slow motion and it sucks but think about how good you are going to feel when you get the "right" donor. The one that works...Actually, I'm not sure I would want to go with a donor that is not as responsive as I need her to be. Hang in there. I'm rooting for you!

danielle

midlife mommy said...

It is hard. Keep your eye on the prize. You will get there!

Summer said...

I agree with dcat. If a donor isn't willing to work with you or the clinic, even in these first stages, in a timely manner then in the long run it's better to go with another donor.

In the short run, though, it's incredibly frustrating and hard to keep going when it's one setback after another! Try to hang in there as best you can. You ARE getting closer even if it doesn't feel like it.

Premature Ovarian Failure and Infertility said...

Thats the same with me now kinda, I was supposed to be in 2WW this week, due to some problems, it is delayed which is worse because our expectations are not met. Worst thing is that I wasn't given any particulars about when it would be?

Keep your head cool... not too much thinking (same thing applies to me).

We'll be certainly rewarded.